Why must happy moments always cum to an end so fast?
But i can sense its coming already.
What more can i say, can i do?
and i shouldnt snatched away your happiness when u are already happy this way.
so i guess its time for me to dispose everything out of my mind.
its hard but if you can do it, why cant i?
Saying those 5 letters are easy as it seems but its actually hard to accept it bcus it cant heal the pain that you've caused.
Theres more to lyfe like Syazrul said but it takes time for me..
cant say much cus everything is alrd over.
you owe me a punch man. LOL.
but i cant continue to be like this.
i'll try to look on the bright side.
yar, thats me (:
thx adila, syaz, ppg, haidi & hazri for making me smile. (:
bye everyone! gtg.
Pictures taken before POP rehearsal. haha. (:
Venus. Neptune. Jupiter. Mercury. haha. (:
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hello ppl..
finally, POP is over. even though its tiring and all that, im seriously going to miss ANCO lar sey. im gonna miss TAN YI HAO for his laughter, stupid lame jokes, boring stories and also for teaching me short chinese sentences.( even though its nonsense plus bad! haha! ) im gonna miss ZIN for being my partner during dance performance & hike. (: im gonna miss TIMOTHY too for his craziness & his voice. haha. i wont be able to hear him say ' farhana ohh farhana' anymore.. haizz. and of course im gonna miss PHYO MIN AUNG for being my partner during hike, for making me laugh and for everything. min aung, if u are reading this, do tag me lar. too bad i've already found your blog. hahas. very funny lar. on saturday, out of GOH. on sunday, out of supporting contigent. then today, out of idk wat grp. and the following day, out of sjab.. rite min aung? lol. ( inside joke . haha. xD )
Saturday-went for POP rehearsal. nid to march a lot of times. very tiring.. but talked to yi hao & min aung a lot. but most of the time min aung emo lar.. so just keep bullying yi hao! very fun man. haha. yi hao lar so stupid. he believed every malay word that we taught him. LOL. then he tell us BORING stories which i think after 1 hour ltr, he would still be telling us his stories. i can die within one minute just by sitting there. haha. then at nite, went home wif atiqah. ard 7pm father fetched us go ECP. at there, ride bicycle and talked for a while. then sleep at 12+. the nxt morning go to the beach. my elder sis swim there wif cousins while i watched helplessly. bcus no time alrd ah must go sjab headquarters..
Sunday- practice for POP until idk wat time. then eat lunch. eat half only then give yang fun to eat. haha. played sum games wif ZIN & zi wei. very funny lar. gonna miss them so much. had a good laugh till my stomach very pain & tears started to form on my eyelids. then got prize giving. CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO WON THE AWARDS YA? (: then received cert, happy that i've passed. then went home at 8+pm.. my whole body are still aching man. cnt move ard that much. haha.
bye for now (:
assalamualaikum
been feeling idk wats the feeling but since ysrtd was my father's bday, i stopped myself from being in total depressed or watsoever. in the morning go sakura to eat. i swear that my stomach was bloated wif different types of food & ice cream . hahas. had a great time wif my father esp when we took pics 2gether. so ss lar. after that, sent my lil bro to the clinic. he's been sick for the past few days. pity him as he's just 3 years old and its hard for him to be okay.. haizz. right after that went to JP along wif grandparents. eat at pizza hut & im too full to even stand up. blame my aunt & mum for forcing me to eat everything. hahas. took pics 2gether & had a great laugh at *sumtink*. lols. then we bought a cake for my lil bro's coming bday on the 19th & 20th. from the look on their faces, i could tell that they are happy & excited to celebrate and as usual, im just like one of them. NOT. yar so much for my "im one of them& im elated" for the fact that i have cca on that 2 particular days. im soo not looking forward to it.. cant be there. hais. i'll only be there on the 19th . night time. wat a great timing huh?. a big hais. wateva lah.
i have to go nw. nid to take care of lil bro.
bye.
hey (:
im goin to post a short post. hehe. on monday went to see sumone. at first quite awkward but as soon as we reached the place, ok alrd. hahas. i had lots of fun! esp when that sumone accompany me go toilet as well as when we walked using the umbrella. tat sumone said its funny use the umbrella and i had to agree wif tat person but the weather too hot. cnt stand it so just use it. haha. then we talked2 and played the swing. actually only i play uh. fun! xD hehe. my sis & atirah was there too. they always disturb, irritating. haha. then also got this old man who keep staring at us while jogging. crazy man. feel like poking his eye balls. lol. then we went home at 4 sumtink plus the weather was alrd drizzling.. then the nxt day, meet up for a while. lucky can find my hse. LOL. then we just walked ard the neighbourhood. talked for a while, then accompany tat person to the bus stop. then tat person go off to meeting & i had to go meet my sistas. haha. sorry, cant reveal that person's identity. private & confidential. haha. =P
& yar adila, of course i will dream of my beloved two As. haha. (:
kk, gtg. byee!
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